Current mood:

depressed

It's a dog eat dog world
Well I woke up to my mom coming in my room with her head down and telling me "I know you love her" "I know she is your companion" and I was liek "I don't get it....WHAT!?!?"

Then she told me she is getting rid of my dog cause she killed a possum... and she doesn't trust the dog around the cat's which I believe in my heart she would never ever harm any animal in the house.. I mean lexy goes right up to her and head butts her and china will start to clean her.

when I look out my window I seen the possum trying to move.. and I did feel bad and then I walked outside to drop off the trash and there is blood all over the pavement and I almost vomited.

The possum got in the yard and this is China's yard.... and she killed it....
So my mom is taking her to the womans society or SPCA and they are going to kill her

I dont even want to come home today cause I know Im going to see my dog and just start crying that's my fucking dogand I should make the decisons about her .. I take care of her I take her to the vet I clean and cut her to make her feel better in the summer dause she has a winter coat.

I just don't see today going very well for me .. China isn't really one of those guard dog's but she won my heart over and even when she snapped at me once cause I hit her with a paper for making mess in the backroom.. but the next day she whimpering cause I didn't go near her and I wouldn't pet her... she would wait outside my bedroom door and then finally I pet her and she was licking and all.... and at that point I know she didn't mean to snap she was scared.

sonow when i yell at her she doesn't snap.. but I guess gaining an animals trust doesn't matter now...

when I come home she will either be gone or not my dad agree's with her going cause my dad hates goingo ut the door and fiding dead possums ... I just feel like shit

Im going to have a rough day at work I see it now...there goes my weekend