Current mood:	drained
Current music:	howard stern

*Till now I always got by on my own.. I never really cared untill I met you*
So much to update but Im just going to tell the shorts of all of it.

Dave and I are good this week we haven't really talked :( in the past I thought he would act like a diffrent person and now that Im working I can understand how being busy and all that can create a down mood. Cause I haven't been myself god knows that... work is getting on my nerves... I give more then expected (cause I try to show I can handle more work..) and when I fall to the expected catagory Im a candidate to be told It's not good enough... My work strives to get more more more more more... you know it's a endless loop of being selfish for some people like myself whom have bad days.. and hard styles.. I made it on the wall for getting more units done (dresses). But I still feel very drained when I come home...

I talked to Julie yesterday Im happy she is living in Phila and so close to me she is a nut..she told me I have to come swimming with her in her *in-ground pool*.. funny that it is green right now. But atleast I can relax after working out and get to hang out as well.

anyhoo..

I got a new Dior Purse I'll have to take Pics of it. :) this weekend I get to dress up I have this very gorg dress for this weekends event. I have to stop at target and best by on my break today to return this game paddle that doesn't work... o well

O and I bought my first mac makeup yesterday
In shoots I have had Mac makeup on me and I never got the stuff for myself so yesterday I bought a eyeshadow called *elite* it's this copper gold colorand looks great on me Im gonna treat myself to 1 mac makeup a paycheck stuff is great..

O well Im gonna leave for work I feel like Im going to have a shitty day.. :(